Red-bumbershoot

Figure it out. Some how,

2010-02-02T16:43:00.002+08:00

Life still goes on,

There's always a better tomorrow isn't it?

Then why do i feel so suffocated?

Goodbye.

Give me a reason why

2010-01-31T15:59:00.002+08:00

Am really tired. Mentally and physically

Even my body's ain't working with me -.-

My sorethroat's not getting any better.

And i have this muscle ache even when i didn't exercise

Whatever.

Family Day was a screwup. Totally

See! Combining stuff can never work -.-

Whatever.

Went shopping with mama, sis and maid.

Went Bugis street and spent alot

Omg, ><

Don't feel like blogging anymore.

Bye.

Present

2010-01-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

Now without work, i'm like uber free

HAHAHAH! I like, :D

Went back school to help mslee.

Going back tomorrow again

Oh wells,

I'm damn damn tired.

Bye,

Awesome-refic.

2010-01-26T15:46:00.002+08:00

Chalet for the past two days/

Sunday:

Went to cut my hair in the morning, and now my fringe is uber short and i kinda regretted it

Oh wells, shall wait for it to grow long!

Homed and packed my stuff for chalet .

Lunched and went to fetch Xinyi and co.

Checked in and stuff and decorated the place

M came after and cause we were so bored, we made him do the forfeits.

HAHA! It was very very very embarrassing and disgusting
Guanyang and co came after 3 forfeits. So we started to cook the food

Then they started to play cards, and drinking begun .

So people got drunk, and was dang horrible okay /

Puking and some craziness , bleh.

G was the worst. Idiot!

But was kinda hilarious, somehow.

J&M puked like urgh.

R was frigging hilarious, going GY pangseh wo.

Awwwww, :D

And GY and co was so idiotic. Whatever,

So, Kenneth, clarence and me were the only sane ones, excluding GY and co.

Was horrible. Screamed my lungs out at G. And now i have sore throat, ugh!

Monday:

Kenneth got a room at 4plus in the morning for us to sleep in.

Went macs for breakfast after, and went back to chalet

Apparently, J & M didn't sleep cause they were watching dramas

So in the end i had the whole bed to myself :D

Kenneth couldn't sleep cause of J&M. HAHA,

Xinyi came after and brought bread for us (:

Checked out the room at 10plus and went to shower

Went for brunch at the kopitiam &

Went for bowling and i practically froze in there.

LOL. The people there was so so inflexible -.-

Watched them play and laughed like crazy.

Like seriously, it's hilarious !

Went Wild wild wet after. Felt like puking after being in the wave pool for so damn long

HAHA! Sea-sick, -.-

Xinyi left after bathing

Went back to the chalet and cleaned up the sleeping area/

Walked to E-hub and had dinner at this Korean restaurant.

And they bullied me -.-

Whatever. I love that place and i'm gonna go back someday :D

They played SS501's songs! :DDDDDDDDD

Went back to the chalet and played Uno Stacko, Bingo and 综计密码(?)

HAHAHA, uno stacko was so stressful.

Roy's friend came over after

Tuesday:

Went to the beach to look for Roy and his friend

Walked back to chalet & slept .

Woke up at 1030 and checked out at 11plus

Waited for the charted bus

Ate lunch at some cafe and homed/

& So, i'm gonna sleep now (:

Clap your hands

2010-01-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

So last day of work.

Ain't very busy. I like! :D

And yay! Got my pay/ Xinyi! I can pay you your money .

One horrendous month flew past. YAY!

(Wait, i shall go bath first!)

Okay. So Chalet tomorrow, :D

Can't wait!

Like, whatever?

2010-01-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Okay. So class bbq.

One word for it. Sucky,

And you've gotta admit it.

But still, thanks Mslee for paying all those stuff for us! :D

Took photos with loved ones

Barbequed when we didn't even plan to -.-

Laid down and looked at those pretty stars :D

Singapore's too bright though .

Hm, Xinyi's parents fetched me back after (:

Next week's gonna be a crazy week! :DDDDD

Sunday to Tuesday Chalet! Can't wait.

Wednesday Back to school to help!

Friday to Saturday Council family day!

Last day of work tomorrow.

Crazy or what! Like finally i'll be free from work.

Hurrrrraaaaayyyyyy! :D

But then i've to work from 12 to 10/

Gawd! Oh wells, it's the last day.

So, so be it :D

Shall sleep already!

There ain't reasons.

2010-01-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

So went to catch the blue people today at marina square

Xinyi went bonkers today, somehow.

Was a freaking long show and i was practically freezing inside

Then Xinyi had to leave. And we decided to go Novena for ice-cream

Slacked .

Trained &bus home (:

Work tomorrow.

On the positive note, it's the last week of work! :D

OMGOMGOMG! Can't wait for Sunday .

I love the stars twinkling in the dark dark sky <3

Why oh why.

2010-01-18T00:13:00.003+08:00

Why am i having this feeling again ?

Really. Whatthehellamithinkingabout?! -.-

So off today(yesterday) & tomorrow(today)

Going out with loved ones later on (:

Slept till 11plus today(yesterday)

Used the computer,

Went out for dinner at some place/

Sucks ttm! Cause it's some open air place, there's people smoking their lungs out.

Gawddddd, hate smokers. Want to die so soon then go jump building lah -.-

Idiotzxzxxz!

So those smokers pretty much screwed my dinner .

Class bbq this friday.

OMG, hope my boss will allow me to do the morning shift. Prayyyyy!

I'm afraid.

2010-01-15T17:29:00.005+08:00

Today was effing busy.

Gawd, -.-

Oh wells, working till Saturday

Off on Wednesday. Crap!

Hm. Shall cut hair on either sat/sun (:

Am tired. Wanna rest, but then poly's starting soon.

Can't wait for CNY break cause that's the only time i can really rest and playyyyyyyyyyy!

:DDD

Can't wait for chalet. HAHAHA!

Another pretty memory (:

& Yay, daddy says he's gonna buy me my laptop soon.

HAHAHA, :DDD

Yet, i don't know which to buy.

VAIO or Dell or Mac?

OMG, spoilt with choices. HAHA! :D

And and, i guess i'll be signing a plan soon!

Free unlimited messages. OMG! :D

I wanna fly to taiwan/hongkong/korea!

&I'm in need of new clothes! ><

Cause strangers are just friends you've yet to met.

Sinyan, be brave!

You've never told me

2010-01-13T21:40:00.003+08:00

I want to go shopping soon!

Jojo see this? :D

& I want to go for a haircut after i finish my work.

Hair's seriously getting in the way

I want to get a new phone, with plan (duh?!)

And i want to go overseas cause my dad promised to pay everything for me.

I want to sleep my whole day away, yet i need to work

Siansation.

Last day next friday. Hurray!

Sunday & Monday off. So including tmrw, i have to work for only 7 more days

Yay-ness!

Can't wait for chalet too.

HAHA, And m, you're gonna suffer

Moron! :D

Oh wells, i need my beauty sleep!

Nights!

Truthfully

2010-01-12T17:17:00.002+08:00

Truthfully, i am ~~disappointed~~ in myself for being unable to do well for my math. But,

Truthfully, i am happy with myself for getting on screen. Cause,

Truthfully, that was what i aimed for. Also,

Truthfully, i am really glad that after 3 tries, i finally got a A2 for my cheena. Yes,

Truthfully, my cheena ain't that pro. Nah,

Truthfully, i don't have a flair for languages.

So results yesterday

Mixed emotions/

And it ended with tears of joy.

Went to eat at some shop with usuals.

Bused to Xinyi house to slack

Walked to the playground near my house to slack with Jo, M and Roy

Home sweet home.

Prove.

2010-01-04T22:26:00.004+08:00

First day of school for everyone out there who went to school.

And i was at home sleeping

HAHAHA! Jealous much? :D

Not a very great thing either,

Cause studying is much better than work.

Like seriously. Cherish the times you have when studying!

Now then i fully understand (:

Work tomorrow.

Gawd, oh gawdddddd!

Sinyan hwaiting! Two more weeks and bygone! No more work! :D

Oh swells,

Sleeptime!

And i'm so gonna get my honey milk tea tomorrow!

Last day,

2009-12-31T22:26:00.003+08:00

Damn hilarious/ Loving them more and more! :D

Work's tiring me out like shit

Super sian.

Can't wait for Sunday/

Can't wait for one month to pass and i'll be free from work (:

Yet, that would mean that results are out.

OMG!

Oh swells, last day of the year

This year's really passed fast enough,

Filled with the best-est emotions and the ~~worst~~.

And i guess alot of us matured/ At least by a lil

It's the best year, really.

Gawd, i feel like i'm 100 years old older now -.-

Time really flies/

HAHAHA.

Work tmrw,

Shit man!

Work = No life

Can't go for countdown with loved ones.

Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

Sleeptime, ><

Tell me why

2009-12-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

Slacked at home on monday
Met Xinyi at Caltex, took a bus to Toapayoh
Went Fairprice, bought our stuff
And went to MrsToh's house/
Met her daughter
Looked at photos Xinyi took from Korea,
And then MrsToh's
Played with her daughter
Fun time/ :D
MrsToh bought us presents, and no rewards for guessing what's the gift
Chocolates (:
Jo gave Xinyi and me a necklace each, and so now all three of us have identical necklaces
Cool much? Love you jo! ♥
AND! XINYI BOUGHT MY SECOND SS501 ALBUM FROM KOREA
Though i think the ~~dumb shopkeeper~~ didn't give her the poster,
And i strongly feel that the shopkeeper is cheating our money and would sell off our posters seperately. Idiotzxxzx!
I'm still freaking happy to see the faces of SS501 on the album
And she brought back seaweed (nori) for me! :D
Still gotta work tmrw
How cool?! -.-
They say results would be out on the second week of Jan.
Shit shit shit!
Now i'm getting paranoid
I'm tired,
And i think i'm thinking too much -.-
Nights!

What if one day someone goes up to you and say i think i'm in love with you?

Ignorance

2009-12-27T23:21:00.003+08:00

Ignorance is bliss
Yet i rather to be in the know.
Work today/Awwwwww,
No work tmrw, Hiphip Hurray!
Going to Mrs Toh's house tmrw
Hope it'll be possible! (:
And Xinyi's coming back sooooonnnnn!
Like in a few minutes time if teletext ain't wrong
I'm freaking annoyed by ~~plastic-ky people~~ Ewwwwww!
I have no idea what to do now
Empty.
Cause i think i miss HK moments too much

Feelings

2009-12-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

Shit shit shit.

Why am i feeling this way/

Gawdddddddd, what to do now?

Um so, spent Christmas night with Jo, M, Roy and Clarence

Love you people truckloads!

Dined in at Ion's Swensens, getting lost in the midst of searching for it -.-

Had a fun time walking down Orchard road road after

HAHAHA! The policeman was uber friendly and smiled at me.

Went to find Zhenxing and people at 313

Camwhored at Food junction

Managed to catch the last train home

Hurray!

Walked home alone and gawd, it was scary.

Went to take $$$ today/

Ka-chingggggg! Mwahahahahaaaaaaa,

Though mommy don't want to give me my money,

I'm still uber glad that i managed to get my first top10 percent prize for the first ever time!

Seriously the best-est year. Even with the ~~crappiest emotions~~ ♥

Work tmrw,

Siansation.

Needa wake so early in the morning/

Oh well, not working on monday though.

Like hurray! :D

Shall sleep now/

晚安!

Heart

2009-12-24T18:40:00.002+08:00

OMG, i almost fell to death yesterday -.-

So damn scary. And now my feet's hurting like crazy/

Shit shit shit.

Oh swells,

Work's kinda sucky and nice at the same time.

Can be super slacky yet super tiring at certain times.

(And ouch! Annoying ant bit me -.-)

Went for movie trip with jiaying and people.

Gawd, the movie was ahemmmmmm o.o

Thanks alot eh, jy!

HAHAHAH -.-

Workkkkkkk tmrw ><

Then relaxxxxxxxxxxx! :D

Mojojojo!

2009-12-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

Hey Babe!
Safe trip there and back and shower me with prezzies when you come back!
HAHAHAH! Loves, ♥
(Don't think so much and come back with a huge smile! :D)

Goodbyes sucks

2009-12-20T20:31:00.006+08:00

Goodbye darling!

Have a safe trip and buy lots of stuff for me/

HAHAHAH! Love you loads, ♥

(And! Don't freeze to death eh? Stay warm!)

Replay

2009-12-19T23:04:00.004+08:00

Youngsaengie! Awesome performance :D

So went to Auntie's house today

Family gathering cum karaoke session.

Was super boring la, ><

Went Vivo after,

And Kovan macs (:

Oh wells

Xinyi's flying tomorrow.

Wish her luck, Korea's like negative now.

Brrrrrrr, ><

And gawd! There's like some ants attack on the comp table/

Ewwwwwwwwwwww!

Paranoid

2009-12-19T00:06:00.005+08:00

Yummylicious. Nice MV& Song!

Went out with Xinyi /
Lunched with Jo & Jiazhen.
HAHA, Ashtons' out of chicken and fish
What a joke!
So dined in at Pizza Hut.
Jokes, gossips and juicy in-news.
HAHAHAHA!

Went up to Book Fest and walked around
Soooooo boring!

Went to Mrs Toh's house after
Got lost in ToaPayoh, -.-
HDB flats are a mess, i swear!
Gawd, took what a long time for us to find her house.
Oh swells, chatted with her for awhile and bus-ed home (:

Hopefully iceskating next thursday!
Pretty please let this plan work neatly & nicely! :D

Fact.

2009-12-17T01:09:00.001+08:00

Cause i tried to believe in somthing that wasn't there

OMG, so so bored.
Been slacking at home for days and days/

I need to go shopping for new clothes
Dangggggggg, but i hate walking for hours and seeing nothing i like.
I'd prolly blogshop, but then i'm afraid of getting te wrong sizes.
So mafan -.-

Oh swells, i wanna sleep.
Annyeong!

Coward

2009-12-16T00:50:00.003+08:00

Thinking back, i feel so dumb.
~~Shit shit shit!~~
I should have been more subtle then things wouldn't turn out this way.
Oh swells, it's now history.
(:

Yay! Finally bought my nail polish from the face shop!
Gold& midnight blue.

I wanna sleep/
Byeeeeeeeeee~!

Coincidence

2009-12-14T18:53:00.003+08:00

Saturday saturday saturdayyyyy!
Went for flyer job/
One word; SUCKS!
Never will want to do that. Ever

So, went for chalet after
Was so uberly boring at first.
Got better at night when we started playing with dumb yet addicting games like heart attack
HAHAHA, and dog & bone.
So dumb, so dumb. But FUN! :D
Yepyep/ So didn't sleep for the whole night, and was laughing our asses off.
Watched the sun rise and the moon set, and went to sleep/
Was uberly cold and wasn't able to sleep till 7 plus when i went down to get blanket.
Heh, jiaying was so grateful. HAHAHAHAHAH!
Slept till 9 plus and woke up. The whole room was still snoring away o.o
HAHAHAH! So used the comp and watched SS501 :D
And chatted with Xinyi/
Slacked the whole afternoon
and then went out at night for dinner with parents.
Dessert at dessert bowl! :D
Homed after.

Today; Monday!
Woke up effing late
SO DUMBBBBB! i on-ed my alarm 7:40Pm/-.-
Ohmygawd! Lucky for me that my sister came and woke me up
& made breakfast for me, which i took a few bites and conveniently left it on the table -.-
Dumb,
So reached Tp at around 10 plus, and was late -.-
Briefing and blah blah blah.

Went Cityhall to meet sister,
She made lunch for me! :D
What a nice yet irritating sister. HAHAHA!
Ate at macs, (:
Went convention centre to 'visit' Joleen
Idiot! Disiao me -.-
Went to ToysRus for the job thingy, and saw all guys/
HAHAHA! So we backed out -.-
Mrt-ed back to kovan and went for Uniqlo's interview.
Homed after! :D

Can't wait for next year's chalet
HAHAHAHAH! (((((((((((((:

Hello!

2009-12-13T22:18:00.001+08:00

Shall blog tomorrow.
Too lazy! :D

Pretty much pretty.

2009-12-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

Awesome performance! Although it's super long ago, it's still super nice
They're having so much fun on stage/:D
I just love them singing Snow prince, really cheerful!

So going for chalet tomorrow (:
I neeeeeeeed a job! ><

Oh swells,
I wanna stargaze! (:

OHMYYYYY!

2009-12-10T23:59:00.004+08:00

Ohmygawd! I want this bag, Looks super nice! ><
HERE!

Over the moon, living on the stars!

2009-12-10T23:20:00.006+08:00

This is the bestest year, even with all those crap, it's still the best/
Wonderfooool! I love this year loadssssss

So received my letter for the eagles award!
OMG CANZXZXXZ!
Daddy was like, i thought you received your letter already?
Then i seeeee, and it was eagles award.
Superb bonus! :D

Went to find Peitian in the afternoon to get my pay!
YAYAYAYAYAYAAAYAYYYY!

&I just realized that top10% gets 400bucks!

I forgot how to,

2009-12-10T00:25:00.003+08:00

So probably i'm thinking too much into this matter that it'd messed up my mind
One word, sucks.
&I hate it/
(this feeling of being loved is really nice, but not when you're pressured to be with someone. sucks!)
Oh well,
Getting my pay soon!
Can shop like hell finally!
I like~!
Going to meet Peitian tomorrow to get my cheque,
And can only get my money on Friday.
Oh wells, can get my money, i'm happy enough (:

I WANNA GO ICESKATING! ><

This empty feeling

2009-12-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

So Daiso didn't call me today ):
Gawd, so disappointed.

Okay, so yeah, can't wait for school to start.
But i don't wanna recieve my results
Bet i screwed up all my papers/ ><

Went over to Xinyi's house in the afternoon/
Brought her an apple since she's sick,
HEHE!

Oh swells,
I'm too lazy to blog
Bye!

In the sea of stars

2009-12-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

Okay, so i'm now officially free from the waitress job/
HA! Haven't get my pay yet though -.-

Went for job interview at Daiso today.
Damn lots of people, ><
Hope i can get that job, or elseeeeee/
I need moneyyyyyyyyyyy!

I wanna go stargazing!
The stars are so nice today :D

Momo Love nowwww! (:

I'm creating a wishlist soon!

2009-12-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will officially be the day where i worked for one week
Will work till 30th december and then find a easier job/
HAHA! If there's none then so be it ><

I want a ipod touch!
And i want newwwww phone though i just got mine,
but then i want to sign plan as soon as possible!
And i want to get my laptop soooon!
And i wanna eat Dim Sum/ ><

Shall go sleep already/ Work tomorrow
Sucks that much!

To remember to smile

2009-12-02T22:57:00.005+08:00

Yeah, i'm super tired/
But at least my feet's not hurting so much now (:
Pray hard that i'll get used to it asap!

Okay, so thanks to all who came all the way down to tiong bahru to celebrate my birthday/
(And yes, i work somewhere near there, and it's effing far -.-)
Shall name all then (:
Gfs! ChuaXinyi, Jo.Lee and Peitian(who told them where to meet and stuff)
Guys! M.Teo, RoyLim, TeeWeitat, Zhenxing, Guanyang, AndyChu and Kent?(LOL)
Love you people truckloads! :D

So they came all the way down, and surprised me with a cake.
And yes, i was so touched and i teared -.-
Guess M will upload photos lah eh.

So went around the mall in search of my shirt but didn't find any/
Bused back for work.
Only one customer at night -.-
And i found a cheating method to relieve pain from my sole :D
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
HAHAHA!
Oh well,

Peitian's daddy fetched us home after,
Thus able to reach home damn freaking early/
I like! :D
And i received my letter for the edusave scholorship!
OMGGGGGGGG! 300 bucks flying my way! :D
So damn over-the-moon! (:

Best day ever all thanks to Gfs, guys and postman!
:D

So effing tired!

2009-11-30T23:50:00.005+08:00

First day of job and i'm literally dead -.-
Stood almost the whole day and my feet's aching like OMG!
Can't wait for the month to end/
Then i'll get my pay :D
Oh swells, shall go get my beauty sleep.
Tough day again i guess/
BYE!

It wasn't anything like that

2009-11-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

Played neopets with sister/
HA, deprived childhood -.-
Oh swells, they have retarded games that kill time

Went Fareast with mummy, sis and maid
Bought sister's prom dress and a pair of shoes for me :D
I still wanna shoppppppp! I need money though -.-
Who'll be so kind to sponser me? HA! :D
Ate dinner and mrt-ed to Tanjong Pagar for sister's concert
Kinda boring lah, but then -.-

Bought icecream after :D
And homed,
(:

Thanks all for the gifts and wishes
Lazy to name all, you know who you are
Love you people loads! :D

Damn ass tired.

2009-11-26T20:14:00.002+08:00

So i'm f-ing tired
Slept at 2Am and woke up at 640Am.
Great/

Walked to Xinyi's house and her daddy fetched us to her dentist
Bused to Tampines mall after bought tickets for 2012/
Fab show. Though i think it's kinda scary with all those scary volcanoes thingy
Ha, wonder what would happen if it was a 3D/4D movie.
I almost froze to death inside even with a jacket on -.-

Walked around after with James waiting for Xinyi to come back
Went Tampines One and ate Say Cheeze.
Kinda okay lah uh,
Went expo after and saw many many people
Walked for hours till my legs were dying.
Went home after,

Gawd, so super moodless now
I'm dying.

I wished i knew all the answers to life.

2009-11-23T20:07:00.002+08:00

Somehow, i wish that school would start right now/
But then i don't
I'm too afraid of meeting new people, strangers i've never knew in my life

And i wish that i can know my results like now/
Yet, i'm afraid that i'd screwed up my results and i'll get so depressed
Geez, life can be so annoying.

I've got to face it i guess/
Ha, bet the people in cambridge is having a fun time marking our papers now -.-

Okay, so i got a job/
Pay not very high
but i guess i just wanna get myself out of the house.
It's pretty annoying to get into some arguements everyday/
Not like i can help it, HA!
But, it's pretty fun. Serious,!
But then getting scolded isn't fun/ -.-

Shall go read my book,
Went Xinyi house just now to get them!
They're superb! :DDDDD

What should i do?

2009-11-21T12:35:00.002+08:00

Well, went for medical checkup yesterday
I didn't read the book, and thus didn't print my medical form/
So retarded can! So mummy fetched me to Ahyi's office to get it printed
Mummy had a damn good time chatting with Ahyi and uncle -.-
Lucky she wasn't that angry with me eh, wasting her time.
HAHAHA!
So went SATA for checkup.
Went Bedok after and bought stuffs :D
Bused back home.

Gahhhhh, so bored at home.
Almost finishing all my books! ><
Shall go back reading!
Tada~!

I'm floating in the air

2009-11-18T18:53:00.007+08:00

OMG OMG!
I so want this!

Although it's kinda waste of money lah/
But then, it's SS501 lehhhhhhhh!
Somemore there's a poster of them with their signatures on it!
OMGOMGOMGOMG!
Hot or whatttt?!?!?!!!!!
HERE for the details!
ZOMG!

So cleaned my room today/
Got rid of that bulky plastic cupboard,
And now my room is so so spacious.
I like!
I'm throwing out all of textbooks so if anyone wants them, leave something on the tagboard!
Tadaaa~! :D

And yay! Finally got my DPA package :D
So happppyyyyy!
Bu then, have to go for medical checkup.
Ewwwwwwwwwww,!
Xinyi, your wish come true.
I have to do a xray -.-

School start on 8Feb.
Great or what?
So damn early!
Oh swells, ><
It'll be fun anyway :D

Shall go watch my SS501!
You people should watch it too!
Quiz! Sixth Sense with SS501
Really nice!
:D

So here i am, still holding on/

2009-11-16T19:29:00.005+08:00

So council farewell party.

Rain destroyed plans
So no games >< Sucks sucks sucks,
I want merry go round!
Oh swells, ><

Went amk with Xinyi for her xray
Bused to Bishan after.
Borrowed boooooks! :D
Bused to school after/

♥Performance was fab
Thank to all the juniors and exco for the hard work and effort!

Prom prom prom!

2009-11-15T18:38:00.001+08:00

Yeah, prom.
Had fun with Gfs!

Went Xinyi's house in the afternoon to prepare for prom
Pei-ed her to make her hair after painting our nails
Went back to her house, bathed, makeup-ed and Xinyi's mom fetched us to Hotel.

Played with Freddie's cam :D

Was so fun canxzxzx! Now i want one!
But it's darn heavy lah! ><
Yeah, pictures are all on Facebook/

Went Pooling with Jo and gang
HAAHAAHAA! I tyco-ly won Roy/:D
And lost a game to Gy.
Oh swells,
M's mom fetched Jo&me home after,
Guys went to M's house.
Sat at the boot with Jojo,
HAHAHA!

Dinner time~!

What the fucking hell?

2009-11-12T19:42:00.007+08:00

You don't ever support me in whatever i do/
Why do you have to make my life so ~~fucking~~ miserable?
So what if i just want to go poly?
Doesn't mean all people who went there have their own future destroyed, do they?
You just wanna to ~~fucking~~ boast to your whoever that your daughter is doing what, in some OMG jc and is gonna go to the most prestigious university in the future.
~~Fuck~~. Throw your dumb dream away and live in reality/
So what if i wanna work in Toyrus? At least it's some ~~fuckng~~ decent job.
Did you have to say "那种工作"?!
It'd ~~fucking~~ break my heart when i don't get your support.
At least, at least i'm trying to get a job right?

I'll live my own life, and i guess, i won't ever ever anticipate for your support/
Yeah, i'm trying to ruin my whole life and let it rot like hell. *roll eyes*
Damn you!
Yeah, i'm ~~fucking~~ sensitive, and you're ~~fucking~~ inconsiderate.
Guess we both shouldn't even be living in the same house.
And yes, i so ~~fucking~~ disappointed you. And no, i'm not sorry. At all
I admit my results had sucked like hell/
But hell, do you ever see my studying. Hell no,
And you know why?
Cause you always see me sitting in front of the tv and using comp but do you see me studying in my room?
Duh?! Cause i'm in my room studying.
Yes, studying/ Astonishing?
I admit, that's very little time i use for studying, but at least i do. I try

~~Just fuck off~~/ GOODBYE!

Dreams don't ever come true, do they?

2009-11-09T13:50:00.002+08:00

Had a fabulous dream last night,
Well, i probably shouldn't be thinking too much eh?
But thennnn/:D

Mother tongue paper and physics paper 1 tomorrow.
Danggggggg,
And yay to Xinyi who looked at the papers and found a job interview.
HAHHAAAA,
Shall try my luck there!
:D

Study time,
Ugh!><

Slackkkkkkkkkkk!

2009-11-05T00:34:00.008+08:00

Well, O levels gonna end soon!
HAHAHAAAAA.
4 years of secondary school life/
What to say?
I've slacked through them i guess.
Hawhaw! But then, :D
/

Well, still remember stepping into this school, knowing no one at all
Luckily there's friends.
Cause they spice up your life in monotonous school life
Love you Gfs! :D
/

HAHAHHAAAA! Then softball.
Wanted to give up many times, yet still felt super wasted cause alot CCA points leh!
HAHHAA, was super afraid of matches. And i still am, -.-
Luckily there's teammates. Hawhaw, :D
Cause without them, it wouldn't be called softball team anymore
/

Council.
Super wanted to join it in Sec one.
Sec Two, still felt that it was okay.
Sec Three, whoa! Totally sucks already,
But then, luckily for council, i get very nice CCA achievements
And i still feel that camps are superbly fun, especially this year's family day
Guess why? Cause Xinyi and me get to sleep in one room with no one else.
One on each bed/ How shiok can that be when others are sleeping on the floor in other rooms?
HAHAHHAAAAAA! :D
/

Nights y'all! :D

Awaiting

2009-11-03T20:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEO YOUNG SAENG!
해피 버스 데이 투 유
♥ Saranghae~!

& Mavis Lim!
HAHHAHAAAA! Happy 15th birthday :D

Screwed up most of my papers.
Danggggg,!
Left with only 5 more papers/
Hwaiting !
:D

What comes around goes around

2009-10-19T20:49:00.006+08:00

(Picture from allkpop.com)

He'll be starring in a movie, Emergency.
Like, omggggg!
-
Went tuition today/
There's someone called Weimar. Not sure of the spelling, but the pronounciation is somewhat the same.
HAHAHA!

This shall be the last day i'll use the computer/
Shall study for the whole week already.
HAHAHA! 临时抱佛脚
-
Gong Xinyi's house tomorrow.
Gym session! :D
I'm gained weight, time to lose all those fats.

Alrights, see you soooooooon!
Just merely 4 weeks. I can survive! :D

Why are you so hilarious?!

2009-10-16T22:26:00.006+08:00

How i wish i was in Taiwan/ :D
SS501 having their concert there tomorrow,
600 fans went airport to fetch them yesterday, like OMGGGG!
It was a mess at the airport. HAHAHA! (Go youtube search for yourself!)
But still, damn shiok can! ><
The ticket price was around S$195(the most ex one i guess), and was sold out in like 2 days?! (I think?)
Frigging expensive, yet still kinda worth it lah.
Ahhhh~! I wanna see them in person!
(My most perfect birthday present would be their concert tickets since they are coming here in ~~december~~ february! HAHAHAH! :D)

So, went to school in the morning
Went through PEEL notes. Then did math.
Apparently my brain's taking a break cause i can't do math today!
Dang!
Went Macs after that, lunch-ed/
Went heartland mall after,
Tuitioned
Collected my new specs. Super weird wearing them, don't know why!
Looks okay though. Similar to my previous one
Then homed/:D

Well, listening to KBS radio now.
Superjunior's song currently playing, supergirl.

What do you call that?

2009-10-16T01:04:00.003+08:00

OMG. Finally done with the notes, like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!

My dad was uber irritating and chased me away when i was like what, halfway through my notes.
Like what the?! -.-
Used sis laptop and it's like super effing lag!
Whoa, after a longgggggggggggggggg time then i finished the notes

Time for sleeeep,
~~Nights~~Morning earthlings!

When things go very wrong

2009-10-15T13:15:00.002+08:00

Trying to study ~~real hard~~
HAHAHA, but i guess i failed/
Nah, i did Ap notes though
Two more parts to go
Sinyan jiayou!
Tuition later, 545Pm
The weather's killing me.

Lucky Seven.
Sinyan, Studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

사랑은 무엇입니까?

2009-10-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

Being slacking alot these days
Dang!

Date with Ms Lim tomorrow
Need to wake up early .
Siannnnnn,

Sinyan, studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
><

Secrets

2009-10-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

Xinyi's house. Tuition. Home/

Slacked a whole lot at Xinyi's house
Dammit. Just don't have that ____ to study!

Went tuition. Hohoho!
Shuyi say i was darn high -.-
Helllo? It's amath tuition.
HAHAHA! Was pretty fun, guess we're the noisiest group all thanks to me ><
(Today's class was superb quiet okay!)
HAHAHA! All thanks to Shuyi that i realize that there's only left with 19 more days. Great!
Hm, had a fun chat with Stephie.
I make a good digger for information. HAHAHA!

Reached home at 9 when tuition ends at 730 -.-

Wellllllllll, have to have to study tomorrow.
Like super serious!

SS501!

2009-10-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

Touching!

Sweeeeeeet! :D

Off to bed!

So what?

2009-10-04T13:25:00.002+08:00

I hate it when you always do that.
So what even if i get top 5%?
I bet you won't even be happy and say, "I expected you to get first in level"
Blah blah blah.
And so what even i get first in level?
"I expected you to score a perfect 100 marks"?
You think it's even easy to get into top 10% ?
Try to get then you can criticize.
Life now isn't 1+1=2
And what? You failed your papers when you were studying?
Tsktsk/

Idiot! Totally ruined my whole morning
Can't be bothered to blog anymore.
Shall go look at SS501 ! :D
Bye.

Four leaf clover!

2009-10-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

Omg omg!
Super super super happy!

Was a boring school day as usual\
Mummy fetched me home after.
Bathed. Beauty sleep and school.
Chased the bus and lucky one auntie helped me stopped the bus uncle
Or i'm pretty sure i won't be able to catch it.
Thankyou auntieeee~!

Reached school
Went up to class. Then down again to find Mrstoh
Went back classroom again to get Gfs bags.
Took photos. HAHA!

Hall2.
Took back the most dreaded report book.
And i'm super glad with myself. Hohoho!
Now i have an extra 300 bucks to spend :D

MrRazali's speech. Gave out Home-run award .
Then slides and more slides.
Super touching some of them/
Took many many photos with everyone.

Reception was okay.
Choco Eclair !

Waited for mummy after, and sent Jo and M to busstop.
Shop and save, and homed!

Super glad with my results although L1R5 isn't that good/
Oh whatever.
Have to chiong for o's already
Can't slack anymore/
Dang!
><

Why?

2009-09-29T12:39:00.000+08:00

I don't even know why do i care so much.
Crap!

Super satisfied with myself today,
Finished my emath paper!
Hohoho! Shall do chemmmmm tomorrow.

School's pretty boring/
Especially chem ><
4 more days of misery left
Thennnnn study break!
Great yet i'm afraid that i would slack pratically everyday
Omg omg.
Sinyan, studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
:D

Bye!

Back from lj

2009-09-26T12:26:00.000+08:00

Welcome back to Blogger.

I miss being able to edit the skins of blogger,
Livejournal should do something about it.

Well, got back prelims results.
Didn't do very well
Too bad for me, cause i didn't really study.
HAHAHA!

Next friday's graduation ceremony.
Report booooooooook !
Wish me luck to be in top 10% cause i really really want it !

Seeya!

2009-07-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

Byebye ~~Blogger~~,
Hello livejournal!

Will be back when i'm tired of lj.
I ♥ new things! :D

Find me at redbrolly.lj!

Exhausted,

2009-07-10T22:03:00.001+08:00

I'm tired,
I want to fight no more.

Airhead

2009-07-10T17:56:00.000+08:00

The most suay-iest day today.
I swear.

Mother Tongue lessons was drudging that i went to Msmoo's class.
Math was !@#$%^&* irritating man!
The teacher was so damn retarded,
I was superbly annoyed with him.

Cheena oral was alright.
The teacher laughed at me ><

Went Dessert Bowl after, and saw some people who simply made my day worst.
The air was tremendously favorable after.
Bought waffle. Yums!

Went home after, and saw some monstrous words.
拿得起，却放不下
I despise this kind of people. (And yes, it's you!)

And wow, Pot calling kettle black!
Guess you don't have the eyes to see that we're all growing.
Even you. So too bad, i don't even mind you calling us childish.
Know why?
HAHA! Bet you don't!
Cause we're frigging younger than you.
All that i can conclude is that you're really immature.

Just sometimes,

2009-07-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

School was pretty slack today.

Mother Tongue, slack period as always.
Cohum, SBQ-ed.
Math, questions.
Recess.
UA&CE, filing&chat.
Physics, chat!

What a nice day uh?
:D
Went Xinyi's house after and studied.
I'm proud to say that i finished my revision for this coming Amath test.
HAHAHA!

Tomorrow gonna be a long day.
Headache!

Solitary

2009-07-07T16:58:00.000+08:00

Spa skill three was alright.

Amath test and cheena oral on friday.
Can die!

Seeya!

Look alikes

2009-07-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

Tuition later./

Sigh, super bored now.
Don't have the motivation to study.
And the bad news is that there's only 49 more days to prelims!
That is, 1Month and 19Days.
Gawd!
Must must start studying already.

I must be really thinking too much,
Dammit!

Maybe i should go macs and study later.
Should i? :D

Heartbeat

2009-07-05T19:29:00.001+08:00

Tuitioned in te morning.
Went amk in the afternoon with mummy and dajie.
Bought slippers.
Homed after.

Super bored!
Tomorrow's youth day/
Happppyyyyy!

Seeya!

Kim Bum!

2009-07-04T10:30:00.000+08:00

Did math in the morning.
Went appointment in the afternoon.
The bus was superb cool!
Was all Pink & Purple.
And there's some super nice comfy seats.
Think it's the Nokia comes with music bus eh.
Wondering what bus i took?
It's bus 80.
(:
So mummy came and fetch me after my appointment.
Watched teevee/

Tuition tomorrow!

Seeya!

I guess i haven't afterall.

Abecedarian

2009-07-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

Long weekend!
Happyyyyyy!
:D

School was damn tiring.
Amath test was screwed up,
Dammit!
It's all over.
(:

Going for doctor appointment tomorrow!

Seeya!

Once is enough

2009-07-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

1. Save money!
2. Mug like crazy!
3. No distractions (Eg, computer)
4. Jog at least once every week!
5. Stop feasting on tidbits! :D

School was okay i guess
Amath differentiation test tomorrow!

Go to http://www.poladroid.net !
Damn cool can (:
& http://www.photofunia.com !

Well, won't be posting much
but still do come back uh! :D

Seeya!

Back to school

2009-06-30T10:06:00.000+08:00

School's in!

Reached school damn early, thinking that i could go up class and sleep/
In the end, wasted most of the time waiting outside for the school to open.

Classes were still okay,
No homework.
Guess temperature taking wasted too much time
Hawhaw!

It's super cold now,
But 我喜欢!
Hope tomorrow's weather would be similar to now/

Seeya!

Regrets.

2009-06-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

School tomorrow
Siansation.
But then again, it might be a good thing.

H1N1 on the rise, like super fast.

I'm super bored nowwwwwwwwww.
Maybe i should go jogging later.
But again, i'm feeling lazy.

Storm

2009-06-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

I finished 5 story books in 5 days.
So shiok! :D
Can't read when school reopens
Dang! Got to study eh? ><

So went to tuition today
Most horrible day of the whole holiday.
Not as horrible when i argued with my dad though.
But still, terrible!
Couldn't do any sums at all, ending up with no points to get.

Shall study tomorrow (:
Physics/ Wo lai ye!

Seeya!

If only

2009-06-25T13:19:00.000+08:00

Did my amath sums again in the morning
Read book
Lunch
Going back to finish my sums
Read book again
Tuition
Teeveeeeeee
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

Bye!

Jello!

2009-06-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

Guess i really do miss you,
so much for trying to forget you/ -.-

Cliche

2009-06-24T03:56:00.000+08:00

Finished watching Boys over flowers long time ago.
But still i'm watching it on Channel u
Too addictive i guess.
Watch it if you haven't!
It's a must watch (:

Did some revising in the morning.
Tuition later on.

Bye!

Touche

2009-06-22T18:00:00.000+08:00

Here for a few seconds.

Went cremetorium
My niece was funny.
Took pictures of her, post next time aye.
Didn't do any work today
Dammit
Shall start tomorrow!
I swear.
Off to teevee.
Bye!

Dreamt

2009-06-22T13:43:00.000+08:00

Had a nice dream, weird though.

Went tuition in the morning.
Borrowed books from Xinyi, :D
Thanks girl!

Going to funeral again at night.
Sigh, at least there's books to accompany me (:

Watching The Devil Wears Prada!
Seeya!

Banana!

2009-06-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

Heard this on 98.7 some weeks ago.
When you wanna say any vulgarities, replace it with banana.
I was literally laughing my ass off on my bed.
Forgot when was it, but was simply hilarious.
Banana you!

It's going to rain soon.

Off to funeral.
Bye!

Don't ever start it again

2009-06-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

*Gasps!*
I really hope that school would start like now.
Reasons why.

I'll start getting pocket money
Being at home is totally boring and sucky (Considering my always-irritating-me sister)
O levels is coming, in a few months time
I rather being in school studying, than to slack at home.
And lastly, I need $$$$$!

And i think that they're really good reasons.

Okay, back to topic.
I want to go back to school.
One more week of survival,
And i'm very very broke.
*Screams!*

Went to physio today, again.
I like the lady doctor although she massaged my elbow really painfully.

I'm superbly bored now
And i'm feeling damn awake.
Maybe i should grab a book and read,
Or should i not? :D

Tuition tomorrow!
Wish me luck, i really need it
And i seriously meant what i said.

Bored

2009-06-19T03:30:00.000+08:00

I'm superbly bored now.
Lazy to do my compo
Tuition later.

I think i've gained weight.
*Gags*
I should really stop eating snacks.

Shall go and eat lunch now.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Surprise!

2009-06-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

Had a very nice surprise for Jo today.
Hope you like it eh? (:
Love you!

Saw Shuyi today,
And her reaction was super big.
好选不选，选在我家外面
Hahahahahah!
-.-

So went Xinyi house,
And i guess our surprise was really successful!
Joleen is naive enough to be fooled by us.
:D

Hahahah,
Happy belated Sixteen birthday, girl!

Replay those memories.

2009-06-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

Long day, and i'm tired.
Read Ugly by Constance Briscoe/
I want to read beyond ugly now.

I finished amath (along with blanks).
So now i'm officially left with half of english compo.
Hip hip hurray! :D

Biatch

2009-06-16T11:43:00.000+08:00

I don't understand,
I guess i would never, afterall.

She's such a bitch, I swear.
Two weeks of holiday left/Sad.
I haven't really done anything yknow/And now it's ending.
Sian-sation
I'm finishing amath soon.
Lastly, i'm dying. ><

Empty

2009-06-16T03:36:00.000+08:00

"I don't like this empty feeling. It sucks"
And i feel like crying.
Dammit/

Been slacking these days i guess.
Thinking about the past.

I'm finishing my homework,
And i'm happy.

I want my hair to grow fasterrrrr,
Like superbly fast.

I'm going studying with my sis now,
So bye!

Sucks

2009-06-12T18:29:00.000+08:00

Went to cut hair,
And now, my hair's frigging short and ugly.
Suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks alot!

The weather can really kill manxzxz!
It's raining now, but still, warm.
Sigh,

Strong/

2009-06-11T12:18:00.000+08:00

Cutting hair later.
Tuition later.
Doing composition currently.

Yay, i'm finishing my homeworks/
So very happy! :D

Lunchhh-ing, seeya!

If I were strong, i would never let you go/
But i'm not, sorry.

Believe

2009-06-09T13:17:00.000+08:00

So so bored.
Tuition later/

Need to finish my math paper by today.

Seeya! :D

你现在快乐吗？

Nobody

2009-06-08T13:32:00.001+08:00

Had a very nice time reading book just now.
Shall do my homework after i've blogged/

Iwant t cut my hair!
Fringe getting really irritating.
Sighhhhhh,
Need t wait till mummy's free to go with me

Iwant t finish my second english compre and History SBQ questions by today/.
Good luck to me.
SBQ is a big question mark.

Shall not use the computer anymore/
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I dreamt of you again, Damnit!

You.

2009-06-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday (6/6)

Went tuition
Integration still sucks
YTSA Graduation
Superbly boring
But still, i'm super happy that i've graduated (:

Today

Went for tuition
Watched sound of music
Did my homework (yes, i did!)
Finished one comprehension and a history essay/
Happpyyy!
Famished now.
Waiting for daddy and mummy to come home.

I can't stop thinking about you. Fuck

Doughnuts!

2009-06-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

If someone would buy me Donut factory's Double Choco,
I would be superbly happyyyyy!
Brokeeeeeeeeee~!
Thus, I'm in need of money
I'm gonna start on my homework tomorrow
YTSA Graduation ceremony tomorrow!
I'm going to graduateeeeeeeee (Hurray!)
Went to English seminar today
Quite boring, sad to say
My cat is very very ill-mannered (Haw haw!)
My head is bursting currently
Integration is killing me
And i just posted everything in bullet form
Sinyan died!

Everything

2009-06-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

Late for remedial today,
Math, Physics, Break, Cohum, Math/

Went out to eat during break.
Peicai canteen sucks like !@#$%^&*
No stalls were open except for two pathetic ones.
Thus went out.
Came back late. Mslim sort of chided us/

Went to find Mrstoh after,
I passed oral with flying colours manxzxx!
Can't believe it.
So very happy,
Hope cheena will be the same too.
Talked to her for quite a while then went home.
(:

Remedial tomorrow again/
Ohoh!
I'm so proud of myself cause i packed my whole room yesterday night.
It's so nice and neat now/
Happpppyyyy!

Love love! :D

2009-06-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

(I like these tops!)

Check them out here!

Die-ed

2009-06-02T15:52:00.001+08:00

SINYAN OFFICIALLY DIED!
Like hurrays!
!@#$%^&*
I freaking screwed up my whole english oral.
Bet i failed very very very badly.
Screw me, ><

Before oral, Joleen was so hilarious lah!
HAHAHA!
Cannot disclose, later on she'll slaughter me.
Had a very enjoyable time laughing though/
:D
Eugene was throwing sweets around lah,
Idiot childish kid.

Remedial tomorrow.
So excited!

Wish

2009-06-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

Cheena Paper done/
Hope to be able to not touch cheena anymore after oral and LC
:D

Went shopping for Sofas yesterday,
Daddy bought the wooden kind of sofa lah.
Siannnnnnnn,

Remedial for the next few days.
Then it's time to mug/
Prelims will be coming very very soon.
Sighhh,
Sec4 life is much more hectic then sec3's

><

Impossible

2009-05-29T19:42:00.000+08:00

(Like seriously Oh-my-gawd! )

Macs in the morning,
Went school for surveys and report book.
Was superbly surprised that i've got whatever i've gotten/
Didn't do that well for my papers, and my L1R5 sucks.
Ohwell,

Went to kovan macs after with Xinyi, Jo, Roy, Clarence, Marcus and Guanyang.
Hilarious.

Sigh, i'm totally broke now.
Holidays gonna suck.

Hate it,

2009-05-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

Last day of intensive/
Hip hip hurray! :D

Getting back report book tomorrow.
My results sure sucks like !@#$%^&
Sighhhhh,

So mother tongue intensive was boring.
Read my book.

Results Results Results Results Results Results Results Results Results
Sighhhhhhh, confirm kena scolding one.
Gonna work superbly hard during the holidays/
:D

Seeya!

P/s: Stop it lah you all, getting really really irritating. Just -.-

Sucks,

2009-05-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

Second day of Intensive,
Sucks.

><

There was a bird who flew into my room yesterday.
Was totally freaked out la,
And it frigging shitted in my room.
Luckily in the rubbish bin .

Slacked over at Xinyi's house after school.

Last day of intensive tomorrow.
So happy! :D

Kim Hyun Joong!

2009-05-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

Chinese Intensive sucks alot alot.
Chen Si Si wasn't that bad.
But Lee Eng Kiat was a total nightmare/
Was frigging boring la, his class.

Two more days~!
Till intensive ends/

Mother tongue paper on Monday.
Good luck!

I haven't/

How i wish!

2009-05-26T06:30:00.000+08:00

Results sucks like !@#$%^&*
Sigh,
Don't want to talk about it.

Rawr, shall go watch Boys over flowers already.
And wish me luck for Mother Tongue intensive yeah?
:D

It's like/

2009-05-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

Went for Joey's bbq yesterday night.
Reached home at 11Pm.
Surprisingly, no nagging
:D
Went tuition just now.
Superbly boring.
Holiday mood's setting in.

Shall go and watch Boys over flowers already!
:D

Everything but you/

2009-05-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

I am so tired.

Library to borrow books
One Cheena book!
Went home,
Watch show! :D

Gawd, life's so dead/

Forgotten (:

Twirls

2009-05-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad that i had survived through this whole midyear/
Was pretty stressed out then.
Wonder what will happen to me during O levels,

Went slacking at Xinyi's house after papers.
Movies.

Omg ,monday getting back papers/
Getting all nervous again.

Shall go watch boys over flowers,
Seeya! :D

I will.

Tomorrow is loved

2009-05-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

I'm happy. I am :D
Yay for tomorrow/
Last day of midyear people!

Hahaha, that's pretty worth celebrating.
On a second thought, Cheena O Levels paper coming, in like 10 plus days.
Not that worth celebrating after all. ):

Ohwell, shall go back to study for physics and chemmmmmmmm,
No more flunking eh? :D

How i hope you were right beside me,
But now i know, it's pretty much impossible.
Out of my mind/